ok so its been 4 months...

Oh dear, i have been quite lazy!! Since i have the laptop, i subscribe to all my favourite blogs, so they come right to my inbox and i dont even have to open the internet! im soo lazy!! Hope every one is well, Micks sister had her baby last week, a baby girl called ella, she was 7lb 6oz and absolutly gorgeous, i am a very proud Auntie! Anyway, will start to update more regularly again now! xx

hello again!

Hello again, Hope anyone who reads this is well!

Today is Thursday but we are in the dying minutes of it as i'm up late again!
Not really been upto much today, been tidying the house really bad! the landlady is coming from Holland so we are trying to make it look really nice and make out that we are the best tennants ever lol! Apart from that the world has been really quiet, Just applying for Jobs and trying to get by with rent due next week and all... Its really crap having no money, and not being able to contribute to anything, we have loads of bills due to which is gutting, im really down about it all.
So yeah! anyway 2 gigs this weekend and my nan and grandad are coming to the one tomorrow which is making me quite nervous! Argh!!

Hopefully something intresting will happen this weekend so i will be able to write something interesting on Monday or if its really good right after it happens.

xx

Hello

I havent updated for a whiile due to a really shit week which i have just incounted. As you know i was ill with a chest infection, which kept me off work. Well when i text one of my bosses on Sunday to explain that i was still to ill to come on on the monday i heard nothing back so i just presumed that nothing was wrong and all was fine. When i finally woke up on Monday after another night of broken sleep i had a text from my Agency asking me to ring them. Well the bitch (who i hadnt text as she had been away for the last 2 weeks) Had sacked me or "let me go" however you would like to put it. The Bitch. I cant believe her! I mean i was really sodding ill, and the only reason she could give was that things hadnt been right for a while. HELLO! if you've got a problem love talk to me about it and i will sort it out. As you can see this has really wound me up! I am now unemployed, the agency seem to have forgotten all about me and i have to try and pay rent on two weeks. all i can say is thank god Micks earning at the moment. I'm quite upset still though as i made some really good friends, most of which cannot believe what has happened and want me to go and work for them, I dont know yet... I have applied to work with my mum but that will be a long wait as it is a big company. I might go temping for a bit. I really dont know. I'm going to try and spend some time with my little sister as she is on half term at the moment, and try and learn so keyboards for this Pink FLOYD tribute that Mick is so bloody excited about doing.

Any way apart from that, we had a good weekend sorta. Friday it was Micks brothers birthday so we went up the pub to celebrate, just to find that the music was all mellow and we for some reason just wanted to get hammered. So 4 shots and several drinks later the job was done, we were hammered and heading for bed, although i was feeling so sick i found it difficault to sleep, especially with Mick getting up and throwing up all night! Nightmare! So we got up at about 9 Went and spoke to his sister and made our way home to die on the sofas. We had to go back to the pub that night as my stepsons band were playing up there. " we're on at half 8" Great we though we'll be home by half Nine! Ha Ha how wrong were we, The bands took ages sound checking, Jasons band didnt even get on to sound check until quarter to ten, They finished at half ten and we were home by 11.
Yesterday was our niece's 10th Birthday, Bless her! well and her mum and dad, 22 Kids! I couldnt believe it! all rinning around, The only thing that managed to calm them all down (Apart from Food) was putting high school musical ion singstar, bless them all they were all singing along! Even the boys!.

Any way i think i have rambled on for long enough, i guess i will be updating more now with how the Job hunting goes so stay tuned xx And leave a comment, will be good to hear from you.
xx

Still ill

Oh my god i am still dying. This is really starting to piss me off now.
I did a gig last night which really i shouldnt of done but i mean i need the money so i went. It was ok, i think the hardest thing was singing and trying to hold a cough in. Have you done that, it is the worst form of torture i know, and in the end i lost it. My voice went to during my spectacular rendition of i will survive... You know when you get a sore throat and the only way to get a noise out is at a certain pitch? Well that happened last night, and i got a note but the whole song appeared to be done in that one note! It was hard man! Argh, Even the trusty Jack Daniels couldnt help which was even more depressing.
I think im going to try going to work tomorrow, well give it a go anyway see how i feel and if the cough can be kept under control as i know its really annoying and i dont want to annoy people too much! Ha Ha!

Well we've got to go and get the car and the gear from the pub now so i wil update you on how work goes tomorrow x

Sorry its been so long

Hello,

Sorry i have been so neglectful of the blog but i havnt been to well and have been off work for a week now!!! I really am so bored and want to go back to work but the Doctor said not until monday! I cant believe that i used to enjoy being in the house alone all day before i started work! I really thing i am going to go out of my mind!

Micks working as because im still with the agency i dont get paid for being ill so no money for me next week which is really shitty!!!

I dont really know what to say but im so bored i think i am just going to type for the sake of it as i quite like the sound the keys on jmy laptop make when i type!
So yea i have been bored shitless for a week although i did start writing this earliker but my friend came and picked me up to take me to see mick at work so i could get out the house! quite fun i think! although my cheast hurts again i think that was from the over exurtment.
I just watched Juno, AMAZING!!! and yesterday i watched i now pronounce you chuck and Larry - Fooking hillarious if i do say so my self. Mick wouldnt of sat through it so i watched ot alone!

Anyway i think i have bored you all enough xxxxxxx

Hee Hee

I was supposed to stop smoking today... But i haven't! I am however on a diet so my theory is one thing at a time! I'm quite pleased with myself for doing the diet again, its a strange one but you really see the results at the end!
Works really boring at the moments with the boss off for two weeks,I cant complain though, things are defiantly more relaxed right now!
Everything at home is going well, Micks a lot better and we have found out that we are going to be having a niece come spring which is sooooo Cool!!! I'm going to start buying some cloths and bits but I'm worried as i don't want to jinx anything!
I'm Sooo tired again although there is no reason for it as i was in bed at like 10 last night! maybe too much sleep, who Knows.

Amy winehouse has finally gone into rehab!!! I know this has absolutely nothing to do with me but I think she has an amazing talent and shouldn't waste it being a waster lol!!!

Its my friend from schools party on Saturday, we are going out dressed as wheres wally!! I'm actually really excited as I'm not drinking as part of my diet so it will be interesting to see how it goes!! Wheres Wally, God its going to be funny!!!!

Anyway, i may blog again later as i have to do some more work Now

x

Corr blimey!!

Hello again!! My my its been ages!!!! there is a reason for this though as micks been very poorly so i guess i have been learning to grow up. I never realised how selfish i really am... mick really does so a lot for me. I guess I'm just really glad i have had this opportunity to realise that i could and should do more, but i have loved doing it so much! well i guess its true about learning something new all the time.

God none of that makes sense but I'm leaving it in!!

Anyway, works been OK this week, i take it as the less i hear from the bosses then the less i have done wrong lol! Went out on Tuesday after i did the jam. (I had to do it as mick was really sick that day!! ) Well what happened was i said i wanted to go out after but not for long... meaning i would be in bed by 1 at the latest but then i ended up getting in a 2.45! i found out about Heath Ledger when i was out so when i got home i of course had to go on all the different news websites to see if it really was true! i Cant believe it, he was a 'proper fittie' as Katie from work so amazingly puts it. I really love his Movies and 10 things i hate about you is the film me and my mum used to watch whenever we were upset or happy or bored or any excuse at all!
anyway i got to bed at about 3 and then was kept up my mick coughing all night! I was great fun at work the next day (after phoning in sick and then phoning back 5 Min's later and saying that i was going to go in after all)

OK then i think I've rambled on for long enough, sorry if none of this makes sense but when i start it's really difficult to stop!!

xx

Heath Ledger R.I.P. Taken away from us all far too early xx

i've just realised...

If we had laptops when i was at school, i think i would of passed more exams as i seem to be able to type more. I definatly would be at university now!

Hello again!

Hello everyone! it been a while again as everytime i come on to blog i start to read other peoples and get carried away... i'm fascinated by the blogs i have been reading lately, not very many of them are based in the uk which i think is really good for me as i get to see how other people live there lives on the other side of the world. Anyway more about my life! These last two weeks at work have been slightly manic, the receptionist at the other building,(my old job) has been off sick, and the assistant manager has been on a course for the last week which has left it too me, the postman, the secutiy lady and my boss to cover two receptions! it has been fun though dont get me wrong, i got to see lots of people which i had missed but i also got to realise that i had made the right desision moving to my new job as i definatly have more work to do and it is definatly a better role. I just hope that i am able to prove how much i love the job and really truely be the very best i can. Anyway, back to the more important things in my life! Things at home are good, we've just got a last minute gig for tonight which is a real relife as we had £5 to live onuntil tuesday!! not very sensible are we! Micks been Looking for a job this week which is a real blessing, it seems that he has finally realised that two incomes will definatly be better then one! We want to start planning the wedding this year and now i feel that if he gets a job it will be more of a realistic dream. I mean i know he would prefer doing paintings allday but to be honest the money is really shit! not enough to live on anyway!


Apart from all this the jam was really good this week, we seem to be getting a different croud in which is good for the pub and good for all mucisians to play with different people and who knows a new chart topping band maybe in the making! Any way i had better get on as i need to run through a few songs for tonight as we are only playing with a guitar and no band which is a completly different gig. Hope every on is well, and thanks to all who are reading this!

xxx

Hello

I've been avoiding my blog :( I shouldnt really as when i start i get into it i guess its the thought of writing that bums me out lol. Any way had quite an unadventurous week, i was ill now Micks got Man flu so we havn't had the chance to do much. Never mind. Katies been off all week so i have been covering her but im back at my desk now away from my bosses so i cant read all the blogs i like with out being disturbed and told to do work lol.
I've been a bit pissed off with one of my friends this week, Shes met a girl on myspace who wants to get a band together and start recording so fair enough thats what they have spent the week doing but it just seems that yet again i've been... well dumped i guess... not that i like her like that ibut it just gets me down coz we have a great laugh together and i dunno, maybe i am just being really stupid, but it genuinly gets me now as i start to think that maybe i'm to fat to be her friend or i cant sing good enough. Then i get into the whole, well im a sad twat who has settled down to young and its all micks fault. But then i look at him and remember why i'm happy and to be honest at the end of the day if i have mick im happy - because he really is everything i'm ever going to need. <3

Anyway rant over! We're going to start planning the wedding soon and we've semi sorted out a holiday too which is something to look forward too :)

The Internet is now at HOme!

Hello!!

Yes thats right folks i am blogging from Home which can only mean one thing!!

PHOTOS!!!!!!!!

This is me and my friend rachel. as you can see i am getting my pose on!!!

So im really happy about having the internet at last! i've got me msn and my music so i'm pretty much in heaven! Micks got the P.C now so he's chuffed to bits that he doesnt have to wait for me to get off before he can go on his photoshop and painting stuf! i dunno cant say i pay that much attention when hes on it unless its one of his paintings. they are so amazing i cant believe that he is so talanted like that i guess.

Anyway i've come down with a cold again which is a real downer as i have a gig tomorrow and im scared im gonna be shit again. cant be doing with people hassing me like on christmmas eve! anyway its a new year so heres to a new more positive outlook.

Much Love x

New Year!

Well, i have been a bit lazy so far this year! the Internet still hasn't been sorted at home i now have to wait until the 9th which is damn frustrating. Work is a bit better we were aloud to go home half hour earlier on NYE which was nice! Micks being so sweet at the moment, sending me little messages to cheer me up while im at work. Makes my day that does, just knowing that he is sat at home and thinking of me! I have been going through the various blogs on this site which is pretty cool, always able to read someone elses life who is on the other side of the world, i think its completely cool! and Nuts!!

I really want to start putting pictures up on here but as the laptop has all the Pictures i cant! Blooming intenet company... i am not happy at all!!!

Oh well off to my mums tonight to play my little Sister's Wii she got for christmas!! whoop whoop!!

x