Hello

I've been avoiding my blog :( I shouldnt really as when i start i get into it i guess its the thought of writing that bums me out lol. Any way had quite an unadventurous week, i was ill now Micks got Man flu so we havn't had the chance to do much. Never mind. Katies been off all week so i have been covering her but im back at my desk now away from my bosses so i cant read all the blogs i like with out being disturbed and told to do work lol.
I've been a bit pissed off with one of my friends this week, Shes met a girl on myspace who wants to get a band together and start recording so fair enough thats what they have spent the week doing but it just seems that yet again i've been... well dumped i guess... not that i like her like that ibut it just gets me down coz we have a great laugh together and i dunno, maybe i am just being really stupid, but it genuinly gets me now as i start to think that maybe i'm to fat to be her friend or i cant sing good enough. Then i get into the whole, well im a sad twat who has settled down to young and its all micks fault. But then i look at him and remember why i'm happy and to be honest at the end of the day if i have mick im happy - because he really is everything i'm ever going to need. <3

Anyway rant over! We're going to start planning the wedding soon and we've semi sorted out a holiday too which is something to look forward too :)