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I was supposed to stop smoking today... But i haven't! I am however on a diet so my theory is one thing at a time! I'm quite pleased with myself for doing the diet again, its a strange one but you really see the results at the end!
Works really boring at the moments with the boss off for two weeks,I cant complain though, things are defiantly more relaxed right now!
Everything at home is going well, Micks a lot better and we have found out that we are going to be having a niece come spring which is sooooo Cool!!! I'm going to start buying some cloths and bits but I'm worried as i don't want to jinx anything!
I'm Sooo tired again although there is no reason for it as i was in bed at like 10 last night! maybe too much sleep, who Knows.

Amy winehouse has finally gone into rehab!!! I know this has absolutely nothing to do with me but I think she has an amazing talent and shouldn't waste it being a waster lol!!!

Its my friend from schools party on Saturday, we are going out dressed as wheres wally!! I'm actually really excited as I'm not drinking as part of my diet so it will be interesting to see how it goes!! Wheres Wally, God its going to be funny!!!!

Anyway, i may blog again later as i have to do some more work Now

x

Corr blimey!!

Hello again!! My my its been ages!!!! there is a reason for this though as micks been very poorly so i guess i have been learning to grow up. I never realised how selfish i really am... mick really does so a lot for me. I guess I'm just really glad i have had this opportunity to realise that i could and should do more, but i have loved doing it so much! well i guess its true about learning something new all the time.

God none of that makes sense but I'm leaving it in!!

Anyway, works been OK this week, i take it as the less i hear from the bosses then the less i have done wrong lol! Went out on Tuesday after i did the jam. (I had to do it as mick was really sick that day!! ) Well what happened was i said i wanted to go out after but not for long... meaning i would be in bed by 1 at the latest but then i ended up getting in a 2.45! i found out about Heath Ledger when i was out so when i got home i of course had to go on all the different news websites to see if it really was true! i Cant believe it, he was a 'proper fittie' as Katie from work so amazingly puts it. I really love his Movies and 10 things i hate about you is the film me and my mum used to watch whenever we were upset or happy or bored or any excuse at all!
anyway i got to bed at about 3 and then was kept up my mick coughing all night! I was great fun at work the next day (after phoning in sick and then phoning back 5 Min's later and saying that i was going to go in after all)

OK then i think I've rambled on for long enough, sorry if none of this makes sense but when i start it's really difficult to stop!!

xx

Heath Ledger R.I.P. Taken away from us all far too early xx

i've just realised...

If we had laptops when i was at school, i think i would of passed more exams as i seem to be able to type more. I definatly would be at university now!

Hello again!

Hello everyone! it been a while again as everytime i come on to blog i start to read other peoples and get carried away... i'm fascinated by the blogs i have been reading lately, not very many of them are based in the uk which i think is really good for me as i get to see how other people live there lives on the other side of the world. Anyway more about my life! These last two weeks at work have been slightly manic, the receptionist at the other building,(my old job) has been off sick, and the assistant manager has been on a course for the last week which has left it too me, the postman, the secutiy lady and my boss to cover two receptions! it has been fun though dont get me wrong, i got to see lots of people which i had missed but i also got to realise that i had made the right desision moving to my new job as i definatly have more work to do and it is definatly a better role. I just hope that i am able to prove how much i love the job and really truely be the very best i can. Anyway, back to the more important things in my life! Things at home are good, we've just got a last minute gig for tonight which is a real relife as we had £5 to live onuntil tuesday!! not very sensible are we! Micks been Looking for a job this week which is a real blessing, it seems that he has finally realised that two incomes will definatly be better then one! We want to start planning the wedding this year and now i feel that if he gets a job it will be more of a realistic dream. I mean i know he would prefer doing paintings allday but to be honest the money is really shit! not enough to live on anyway!


Apart from all this the jam was really good this week, we seem to be getting a different croud in which is good for the pub and good for all mucisians to play with different people and who knows a new chart topping band maybe in the making! Any way i had better get on as i need to run through a few songs for tonight as we are only playing with a guitar and no band which is a completly different gig. Hope every on is well, and thanks to all who are reading this!

xxx

Hello

I've been avoiding my blog :( I shouldnt really as when i start i get into it i guess its the thought of writing that bums me out lol. Any way had quite an unadventurous week, i was ill now Micks got Man flu so we havn't had the chance to do much. Never mind. Katies been off all week so i have been covering her but im back at my desk now away from my bosses so i cant read all the blogs i like with out being disturbed and told to do work lol.
I've been a bit pissed off with one of my friends this week, Shes met a girl on myspace who wants to get a band together and start recording so fair enough thats what they have spent the week doing but it just seems that yet again i've been... well dumped i guess... not that i like her like that ibut it just gets me down coz we have a great laugh together and i dunno, maybe i am just being really stupid, but it genuinly gets me now as i start to think that maybe i'm to fat to be her friend or i cant sing good enough. Then i get into the whole, well im a sad twat who has settled down to young and its all micks fault. But then i look at him and remember why i'm happy and to be honest at the end of the day if i have mick im happy - because he really is everything i'm ever going to need. <3

Anyway rant over! We're going to start planning the wedding soon and we've semi sorted out a holiday too which is something to look forward too :)

The Internet is now at HOme!

Hello!!

Yes thats right folks i am blogging from Home which can only mean one thing!!

PHOTOS!!!!!!!!

This is me and my friend rachel. as you can see i am getting my pose on!!!

So im really happy about having the internet at last! i've got me msn and my music so i'm pretty much in heaven! Micks got the P.C now so he's chuffed to bits that he doesnt have to wait for me to get off before he can go on his photoshop and painting stuf! i dunno cant say i pay that much attention when hes on it unless its one of his paintings. they are so amazing i cant believe that he is so talanted like that i guess.

Anyway i've come down with a cold again which is a real downer as i have a gig tomorrow and im scared im gonna be shit again. cant be doing with people hassing me like on christmmas eve! anyway its a new year so heres to a new more positive outlook.

Much Love x

New Year!

Well, i have been a bit lazy so far this year! the Internet still hasn't been sorted at home i now have to wait until the 9th which is damn frustrating. Work is a bit better we were aloud to go home half hour earlier on NYE which was nice! Micks being so sweet at the moment, sending me little messages to cheer me up while im at work. Makes my day that does, just knowing that he is sat at home and thinking of me! I have been going through the various blogs on this site which is pretty cool, always able to read someone elses life who is on the other side of the world, i think its completely cool! and Nuts!!

I really want to start putting pictures up on here but as the laptop has all the Pictures i cant! Blooming intenet company... i am not happy at all!!!

Oh well off to my mums tonight to play my little Sister's Wii she got for christmas!! whoop whoop!!

x